“Desire and Dilemmas: ‘I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki’ Now Available in Iranian Bookstores”
In recent literary news, a Persian translation of Baek Se-hee’s acclaimed 2018 memoir, “I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki,” has been released by Milkan Publications in Tehran. Translated by Arezou Shantiai, this poignant work delves into the author’s frank discussions about her mental health journey, making it a significant contribution to the discourse on mental wellness.
Baek Se-hee’s memoir is a profound narrative that not only reflects her personal battles with depression, specifically dysthymia, but also addresses larger themes related to mental health, womanhood, trauma, and self-identity. This book has resonated with many readers, leading to its remarkable success as a bestseller in South Korea and its translation into 25 languages, with over a million copies sold worldwide. The memoir was initially self-published and later saw an English edition translated by Anton Hur in 2022, further broadening its global reach.
The structure of the memoir is unique, as it captures Baek’s recorded conversations with her psychiatrist. This format allows readers to gain an intimate perspective on her diagnosis and her personal experiences with depression. In addition to these dialogues, Baek includes reflective essays that cover various topics related to mental health, including:
- Romantic relationships
- Societal expectations of women
- Personal trauma
This blend of narrative and analysis aims to normalize discussions around mental illness, making it accessible to a wider audience.
Critical reception of “I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki” has been varied. While Kirkus Reviews emphasized the book’s universal themes despite its cultural specifics, Publishers Weekly pointed out that certain sections felt stilted and lacked engagement with serious issues. However, many readers and critics alike have praised Baek’s honesty and openness, with The Kathmandu Post highlighting the compelling nature of her authentic experiences.
Internationally, Baek’s memoir has been recognized as groundbreaking for a South Korean work that addresses mental health with such depth and sensitivity. It challenges stereotypes and prejudices surrounding mental illness, making it a pivotal read for those interested in understanding these issues. The book’s popularity was undoubtedly bolstered by endorsements from notable figures, including BTS leader RM, which helped propel its global recognition.
The memoir has earned accolades from prominent literary platforms, including:
- The New York Times
- Foyles
- Book Riot
Its impact transcends literature, contributing to vital conversations about mental health awareness in South Korea and around the globe. In 2019, Baek continued her narrative with a sequel titled “I Want to Die but I Still Want to Eat Tteokbokki 2.” This follow-up also translated into English by Hur in 2024, maintains the candid tone of the original and further explores Baek’s mental health journey.
The success of Baek Se-hee’s memoirs underscores the transformative power of honest storytelling in destigmatizing mental health issues and fostering broader societal understanding. Through her work, Baek invites readers to engage with their feelings and experiences, reinforcing the notion that discussing mental health is not only necessary but also profoundly human.
As conversations about mental health continue to evolve, Baek Se-hee’s contributions serve as a beacon for those navigating similar struggles. Her work encourages people to speak out and seek help, reminding us all that vulnerability can lead to healing and connection. The Persian translation of her memoir is another step toward expanding this important dialogue, making it accessible to even more readers seeking understanding and solace.
